I've thrown up twice today. This has to stop. I don't enjoy it; in fact, it hurts. For lunch, I had a veggie burger from Burger King, and before I even walked over to the student center, I knew I would throw it up. But I couldn't stop. It's sort of like being pulled by a string; my limbs were not my own. And when I went threw it up, some of it got stuck in my throat. I guess I hadn't had enough water to drink, and it hurt so badly, I was seriously afraid that I had damaged my throat.

Please God, please -- if you even fucking exist -- help me.