These past few days have been so horrible that I just did not feel
like writing all down and re-experiencing them. I'm better now, sort of.

I weighed my self three days ago, and I had ballooned up to 230.7
lbs! Since then, I've been so disgusted with myself that I've been
throwing up everything I eat. At the gym today, I weighed myself
before working out, and I'm back down to 222!

I'm happy to have lost weight, but I am wary of the dangers of what I
am doing. Due to the fact that I have upcoming auditions, I don't plan
on throwing up anymore. At least not after I throw up dinner!